Fae Fane's Blog

Don’t worry, everything will be alright

faefane — Wed, 21 Apr 2010 13:44:38 +0000

So I get these flashes of inspiration from time to time about how to implement or do away with something that I need or that has been bothering me. Sometimes it just all lies dormant in my subconscious and it takes a line in a TV show or a song or a quote to wake that sleeping giant to nudge me into action.

Like the time I was sweating the small stuff for my move…I am an avid watcher of the show Brothers & Sisters. And I really like Sarah and Luke’s sub-storyline. Anyway, Luke is going to have to return to France to avoid being deported and Sarah is worried and scared and I suppose a little stressed with the whole situation and Luke is calm and collected and really not that bothered by seemingly anything and he keeps saying to Sarah, “Don’t worry, everything will be alright”.

And with all my stresses with my upcoming move etc….it dawned on me that maybe I should just let go and let God. So every time anything remotely stressful showed up on my horizon I just chanted, “Don’t worry, it will all be ok” and what’s more I actually believed it and almost all has worked out perfectly.

And to reinforce this feelings of mine, I received insight from a newsletter I subscribe to, on a day when I really needed all of this reinforced. And the message in that newsletter was that I should claim it as done and that it is my doubts and fears that create blocks in the energy flow and that if I claimed my worry as being done, completed, final it would be so. And it was.

If we look for guidance, we will find it. If we ask for help, we will get it. But we must believe and ask. If we do not believe and do not ask, how is the universe supposed to give you what you need?

Think about it and try it out. You may just surprise yourself pleasantly like I did.

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The Dowsing Chronicles II

faefane — Wed, 17 Mar 2010 16:39:46 +0000

After programming my Love Pendulum…I call it that because it is a rose quartz pendulum. Rose quartz seems to be the official love stone, I suppose after Larimer. Rose quartz is also more easily available and obtainable than larimar. It is a very beautiful pale pink stone…but I digress from the topic at hand….

So, last nite I couldn’t sleep. I decided to ask my beautiful pendulum my questions to find out how soon I will find love .

I asked a similar set of Questions especially the ones about the information received on Saturday. This time only two of the answers matched and I was getting suspicious so I asked it if it was playing with me. The answer was “yes”…in my head I’m thinking “Why would you do that? It’s cruel!” Anyway any question asked have to be able to be answered wither yes or no or maybe or don’t know. Hence the programming of the pendulum so that you know what answers you are receiving. My next question was “are you lying to me?” And the answer was “yes”. So I asked if it was my Angel guides and the answer was a very emphatic “no”…..shown by the pendulum swinging no violently. I asked if it was a bad spirit. The answer was no. I asked if it was s a malicious spirit. The answer again was no. So now I asked if it was an evil spirit and the answer was yes and I thought I saw a smirk in my head…or at least the sensation of a smirk. FREAKED me right out and I politely thanked it for its time and asked it to leave my domain since I had no patience for its evil and neither was I about to invite it into my life. I asked it to leave my home and never come back and that I had no way of helping it or sending it into the light {whatever that meant} and that I did not want to know who it was or the connection to me or why it was answering questions clearly not meant for it to answer….it felt like a distinctly male energy but I could not detect any malicious or evil vibes aside form the smirk it let me see.

I fancy myself a bit of a sensitive so I know the energy dips and spikes when there are spirits around. This one has been around for some time but even my cat reacts lovingly to it…and then again maybe it was all a figment of my imagination

I was wide awake….but a little scared to be alone right then but what the heck….I know they can’t really breach the protection circle around me and I am not very easily spooked….not yet anyway!

Stay tuned for The Dowsing Chronicles III MUHAHAHAHA!
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The Dowsing Chronicles I

faefane — Wed, 17 Mar 2010 16:34:45 +0000

March 14
Dowsing
This was a bit of a spiritual weekend for me. A lot of meditation, prayers, self reflection, forgiving past hurts and letting go negative emotions and embracing love and peace make for a very serene countenance. I did get a lot of comments about how well and happy and relaxed I looked….but I am well and happy and relaxed I thought to myself….and then I thought it must be the spirituality. What you feel inside is always reflected outside. If you are happy and confident about yourself that is what you reflect. If you are sad inside then that is what you reflect.

In that serene state of mind I decided to try out pendulum dowsing…I have different styles and quartzes of pendulums and I picked the one I have been meditating with for the last few days…a clear quartz pendulum. I have had these pendulums for over a year now and have never tried dowsing before. I don’t know why…..its strange…..and it has also made me wonder why I would try it at this time in my life. Yes, I have questions about the unknown variables of my life but I’m sure that everyone does…I dabble in the Tarot Cards from time to time and have been to see countless psychics and I am not saying that I don’t believe but no one tells me anything different than what I already kind of know.

I programmed it and started asking it questions to my hearts content. I found out some truths and some strange answers that I had really not expected….like if so and so was a well-wisher for me and it said maybe instead of a yes or a no….strange as I had always thought that person had my best interests at heart. But again I do know that the person in question does not exactly trust me the way I trust her. The results were interesting for a first time dowsing session. I will be repeating the session again soon and will ask the same questions again. I want to know if it was my energy vibrations and/or my state of mind that influenced the answers. I have to determine this again especially the soul-mate part of it…. {smile}. The one person who I would have not thought about was the person who was named a soul-mate…..like I mentioned earlier, very interesting results.

And just before I end my blogging, interestingly I just read that the sub-conscious mind is the one that influences the swing of the pendulum….that and said that while programming the pendulum you have to tell your sub-conscious what you want it to know. So my sub-conscious knows my soul-mate while am judging every date on the basis of whether they make the cut or not….like I said twice before: very interesting.

Will be back once I figure this whole new-for-me phenomenon.

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Ramblings of a Yearning Soul

faefane — Wed, 17 Mar 2010 16:31:14 +0000

Life is a strange cosmos. I am knackered but strangely alive. I have friends yet I am alone. I am alone yet feel crowded. When in this state, I do some of my best writing…I don’t know why….the high of being alive feels like I am drunk and a strange euphoria grips me in its ephemeral mists. I feel like I am gripped in this life force that will only abate once my sense of purpose does. And what is this sense of purpose you may ask? I don’t know. There is a restless energy deep inside me that spills over at the strangest of times….like now when I really should sleep but can’t….my heart is full and my mind alive….the body is the only traitor being as tired as it is. Strange dreams of faraway lands and ancient civilizations invade my slumber when I do try to get in my 40 winks ….was it the conversations I had with a friend that invoked some sleeping subconscious? Or was it the yearnings of travel stirred up once again by those stories of beautiful exciting far away places…..the exotic always stirs my soul. Yes the soul has stirred and….now I see it …that strange purpose….a search… for a ….soul-mate. Does such a thing exist? The rational part of the brain asks….but the heart overrides with a resounding YES! So what exactly is a soul-mate? I have asked myself this question countless times in the last few years…..mostly in vain. I feel it is someone who knows how to love you without being told. Someone whose eyes light up your world and whose smile can light up the darkest of your days. Someone with whom words are not always necessary and a look or touch suffices. Someone whose one look across a crowded room is the only confirmation you need to feel whole again. The feeling of your universe being totally complete when you are together and even when you are apart. I ask myself, really, does such a thing exist? Countless failed relationships later the quest begins anew. I have never experienced any of the above in any relationship in the past. So then the questions start again…isn’t that just love? No…love is an emotion…a temporary high that fades….a little each day as familiarity grows……..a soul-mate is that missing half of you that completes you. And like a friend pointed out that there is no mistaking that feeling when you realize it. That is more than love……I am not saying love is shallow. It is a most potent emotion but it is ephemeral. What you feel with a soul-mate seems to transcend lifetimes. I wouldn’t know though since I have yet to meet mine….but those in the know swear by it. So am I incomplete right now? I don’t feel that way but I do yearn for a soul-mate and the feeling of completeness that may ensue. For now the quest is on and it may be years or days or even a lifetime before I meet mine, my one and only soul-mate.